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[12 Aug 2005|05:44pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

I went to NY last week and i had SO MUCH FUN! i finally got to go to a club. my friend knew one of the people there so they let us in. it was $10 to get in but we got in for $5 ! woo hoo! i had sooooooooo much funnnnnn!!!!!!! me sarah and michelle danced the most. mexicans are really fuking annoying, they kept on trying to dance with us even when we sed go away, so then michelle finally yelled at them and they kinda stopped lol
That was last saturday nite.. The nite b4 me and abby went to Conners 21rst b-day party and got WASTEDDDDD lol sarah nichole john bri racheal jean kayli finally showed up.. Me and abby played beer bong against timmy and paul and we won! then we played agianst john and josh, john was cooler than josh (lol abby) but they had to leave so we didnt finish the game (we would of kicked there ass n e way lol)

(i'll have some pics up from the party soon)

I loved seeing my dad step mom and sister. i had a great time with them. the house looks great! looks like a totally different house! i cant wait to go up there again.
I'm moving back up there after i graduate , and i'm going to college up there. yay. hah i'm a senior, weird lol AWESOME i actually dont mind going to school this year!

ok i have to finish getting ready .. i'm goin to a show with samantha sarah and other ppl lol ok well peace out!

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[26 Jul 2005|01:52am]
[ mood | tired ]

Me and Josh saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last nite and it was awesome.

and i also got bored and took pics of myself again lol
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Image hosted by Photobucket.commy eyes are closed and you can see my eyeballs! freaky shit

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i cant wait to go up to NY! this sunday! yay! cant wait to see eveybody and party it up!

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[22 Jul 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | blah ]

today i woke up at 8:30 am and went to the gym with diane. finally. i need to get used to working out and i need to do it alot more lol . we went to her house afterwards and tryed tanning but the sun was being gay. so then i came home and i've been on the computer ever since lol i am so cool.

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[20 Jul 2005|12:09am]
[ mood | aggravated ]


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[18 Jul 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i took pictures of my self lol here ya go.

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and heres a classic
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[17 Jul 2005|08:07pm]
Dianes lil party was fun. besides the stupid bullshit that went down thats not even worth mentioning. (yup with josh) lol
the guys played poker and the girls went swimming! john and jason swam in there boxer briefs lol hottness hahaha lol
then me diane jamie ashley jason john landon chilled in dianes room and i drew a penis on jasons ass with the henna stuff and he wiped it and it looked like there was shit all over him lol and he like wiped in on my boob, lol
idk i had fun!

friday me diane nick and john and eddie went to the skatepark and brothers! and of course john was sayin how i should hook up with eddie lol and then diane started to say i should to0 lol
hmm. dont know bout that lol
Yeserday didnt do much juss chilled wit john and al
And today chilled wit john a lil bit and i've juss been home.
i wanna re-arrange my room! i need help though!
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[14 Jul 2005|12:34pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Last night i hung out with Josh for a little bit. His grandmas in the hospital. she needs to get by-pass surgery 8 times. and it doesnt help that she has emphazima, so josh is very upset. we're going to the hospital today to see her when he gets off work. i really hope shes going to be ok. josh is really worried. i dont like this.

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[13 Jul 2005|05:25pm]
Me and Josh at Sanibel Causeway

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I Love him so much.
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[13 Jul 2005|03:00pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Monday night was fun, me diane ashley jamie john joey tons played hide and seek in a graveyard lol and then went bridge jumping, which was awesome. i wanna do it again! Tuesday me diane nick went to brothers and met jason john and tons there , we chilled there for a lil bit then went to a skate spot they wanted to skate. and then it started pouring! so we went to johns. I finally saw josh (he got a new job so i dont see him as much). then we decided to go to hustlers. but josh didnt go.. cause he has work in the morning! gay! anyway .. me diane nick john jason went and met some more ppl.. umm me and jason and diane played darts , jason beat me! eer. and me and jason left at like 12:30pm and went to johns for a lil and then i went home.
i wanna see josh right now! :(
i wonder what imma do today?! maybe party tonight for jason since hes leaving lol.
tomorrow night poker party at dianes! cant wait!
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[17 Jun 2005|08:22pm]
[ mood | weird ]

today i finally went looking for a job. i might work at the home depot lol or applebees. and thats all i pretty much did. fun..

i love him so much!
i am the happiest person on this earth.

i love ANSTA!

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[11 Jun 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

why do i have to screw everything up?
i'm so mad at myself.
i feel like i have nothing now.

thanks sarah for talkin to me.
hopefully things will turn out ok.

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[07 Jun 2005|11:48pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

ok now there not going to go. hopefully sarah will come here sometime over the summer. it sucks that i only get to go up there for 2 weeks. and i only get to see my lil sister for 1 week. i miss her so much. i'm missing out on so much, and i wish i wasnt. but idk. shit is so fuking complicated and i hate it. my summer sucks.

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[02 Jun 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

of course wen i go up to new york to visit, all of my friends are taking a road trip down here and goin to universal. WHAT THE FUCK!

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[06 May 2005|02:16pm]
[ mood | UR MOM ]



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[22 Apr 2005|11:26am]
[ mood | anxious ]

gonna get "krunk" tonight!
josh jason and ashley are sleeping overr.
we gonna get fuked up tonightttttt
wooo hooo

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[19 Apr 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

wow me and josh got bak together AGAIN! THIS IS OUR THIRD TIME! hey maybe third times a charm. who knows.. o well. hmm.. i do not know how to put pics on here . wut the fuk.
i love....
ashley busch!
josh griffith!
john ventura!
jason humes!
sarah jones!
nichole roberts!
abby higgins!
amber yanez!

there my best friends!

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[07 Apr 2005|08:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

yea me and josh got bak together right before i went to NY winter break. but were not together anymoree lol he broke up wit me like 3 weeks ago. and believe it or not i am happy. i've been having alot more fun and it feels like i have alot more friends.

Spring break was awesome. i wasnt sober one nite lol . this one nite we all went to the beach and josh decided to bring his new lil slut. and i was drunk and she was drunk. one minute we were holding hands running down to the beach getting naked, and the next i put my clothes bak on and punched josh in the bak of the head and then got into a fight wit her. lol ppl sed they had to break us up 3 times lol. i dont remember any of it. i was sooo drunk. i wish i wasnt that drunk cause i could of dont more damage lmao. thewn wen we got bak to johns house josh and her fell asleep so me john and joey drunk off our asses stole joshs keys and stole his jeep lol it was funnn. all spring break i hung out wit mostly ashley jason john tex jimmy ashley and other ppl i dont remember.

yeserday i hung out with john tex and jason. we went to brothers and then to the skatepark. jimmy piked us up and john was allll over my vagina lmao, me and john had to sit in the front of jimmys car together. lol and yea. and it was funny cause jason was all paranoid from the weed he smoked lol haha

today i did nothing. i didnt even go to school. i didnt feel like it. i juss went over to johns for a lil bit and pretty much slept all day. fun.

and Tomorrow i am going to universal with ashley jason and john! ahh i cant wait!!!!! i'll be bak on sunday!

and o yea i am moving bak to NY in june.

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[23 Nov 2004|04:01pm]
[ mood | blah ]

wow i havent updated in 3 months.! anyways.. as sum people know.. me and josh arent together anymore.:( 3 weeks ago he broke up with me. its all my fault too. i hated myself. i guess i put my anger out onto him from my mom. i didnt mean it, i didnt realize it. i am so madd at myself. Josh was the best. what we had was wonderful. and i ruined it. 8 months all gone. it feels like he ripped my heart out and stepped on it a million times. i cryed for 4 days straight, no stopping, i even had to leave school early. i couldnt eat, sleep, i pretty much couldnt do anything. i felt like i lost everything, i felt helpless. these were just some of my feelings. it fuking sucked.

but things got better after a lil while. i've been goin alot now and having fun. now that i think about it though, maybe its a good thing that happened cause now i'm having fun and makin more friends and meeting new people. me and josh hung out every day and did absolutly nothing.
i've been goin to the movies, and goin to brothers, the skatepark, hangnin out wit john and everybody and just having fun! i'm lovin it!

talkin to someone.. wonder how thats gonna turn out.. told him i'm not ready for another boyfriend.. seems like he understands, which is cool.

ok well peace out jigga scout

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[09 Aug 2004|03:38pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

over the weekend i helped josh move. i did joshs room. its cool . i feel like its my room lol. sat nite i slept at his house and last nite. today was the first fukin day of school.i had to wake up at 5:30!!!! first i have american history wit devon. 2nd i have digidal design wit keith. 3rd i have marine science wit devon and mr koza! hes awesome!. 4th i have drivers ed wit sarah. 5th i have geometry wit uh i forget his name. lunch wit josh! john heather uhh and i dun member. 6th i have english wit john, the teacher is a bitch. 7th i have personal fitness wit john but a different teacher. my class is wit a bunch of lil tiny 9th graders.. my bus driver is dumb so me and john got off at the 2nd stop and had his mom pik us up. then john and jason came to my house for a lil bit and nowe i'm waitin for josh to come pik me up. ok bye. school is gay. i barley see josh in school :( i love josh!

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[05 Aug 2004|03:59am]
[ mood | drunk ]

fukin today i did nuthin. i chilled wit josh!. and tonight i was at johns and got twasted lol then me and josh came to my house at 2:45 am and had sex and it was really fukin good ! hahaha and he left. and then i went to johns and got my cell phone and john came here and went online and he juss left and i'm bout to pass out on that couch rite there and sleep i'm feelin goooooodddd

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